Question by X: Is this depression? I’m embarassed help me please?
I’m 18 years old and my mom has depression (she used to but not anymore) so it runs in the family but don’t just stop reading here.

I’m often angry, I get mad very easily and I become frustrated with the simplest of things. I feel sad quite often, right now (as embarassed as I am to say it I could cry this second). I don’t really have many friends, I don’t have a girlfriend and I feel like I have no future. I just don’t see me ever moving on with my life or growing up or anything. I don’t see myself having a relationship or anything like that. I’m frustrated with my life because I feel like it’s going no where, I don’t do well in school and I don’t do well on the social scene so it makes what I’m feeling that much worse. I can’t even explain how I feel it’s not sad it’s not happy it’s not numb I’m really just not sure.

I’m embarassed to go to my doctor (and do not say “they hear this all the time, you’re not the only one”) because this is very embarassing for me. I’m ashamed of feeling this way. I’m also afraid to tell my parents, what do I even say to the doctor? I’m scared of medication (what if they give me suicidal thoughts?) I just want to be happy and normal like everyone else in the world.

Best answer:

Answer by Purplegill10
join clubs, go to public places, you’ll find ppl you’ll like and you will get friends. Your life will be MUCH better!

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